i am no longer what i was, i changed....
no one was by my side
when my whole life came crashing on me...
i was left all alone
and always thought it was a nightmare
when i woke up in the middle of the night
and yet,
i never really thought that i'd be left alone
house used to be a bubbly place,
and again it changed...
everything's drained
colours all gone
pure monotony....
i am so used to this quietness already
and so used to keeping everything within me
maybe i will die of combustion, someday
but again who cares...
everyone thinks i am
trying to be an emotional kid
trying to be an attention seeker
no one ever understand my turbulence
and the tears that i shed
and the fact is, i no longer care abt what u guys think
undeniably,
i changed...
p.s. ain't no one in the globe i 'd rather see