my wound cuts like a knife whenever you torment me...
you never know that i cried deep in the night...
for all the stress and burden that i am sailing through
and yet in this exhausting journey
i am left all alone to ward off my frantic troubles
which rooted from a place nearest to me


the false front i put on is for a wish that
one day my perseverance will pull through
and dawn the start of joyous truly happy family

the support you gave me is one of your imagination
it never exist, it is a expanding illusion
which i hope you will wake urself out from
before i lead myself astray and sought love
from the source that i know you dread

i promise that,
i will never want your support again
NEVER AGAIN ALL MY LIFE
i will derived my strength from my own pillar
embrace myself with my own support
and expel my dependence with my independence

you will regret what you done, i swear
you will never be the same to me ever again

the love i have for you is in smithereens which can never be mended