heard some fact and news from nike-imposer today, totally shocked after hearing those news,
sometimes i think people who have power, who are in the higher management, they tend to
commit malicious and disgusting acts which put in total contrast of what we expect from someone
who is of a higher part of the career ladder. to say the least, i am totally shell-shocked, completely stunned till i am speechless to the depths of my very soul. i never expect myself to end up in that pile of shit, not in my wildest of dreams. i never thought i will end up in that list, to ever considered to become 'expelled' from the 'order'. darn, i hope the next time, another miracle will happen and save me from this audacity like this time. hopefully it wont ever encounter me ever again. i was a person who used to accept only miracle, now i believe in failure. the feeling of downfall is approaching me, and i have no single idea of how to drag myself out of this catastrophe and stop myself in my continuous downward arc...

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take some time out to apologize for things i done....

sorry to everyone whom i ever offended
sorry to everyone who have to put up with my fcuked up attitude
sorry to everyone who i never care about
sorry to everyone....