as i grow, i find that my bubbly character is deserting me...
i wonder if that is because of my coming of age
or is it just due the stress that have been befalling on me
like a giant avalanche

as i grow, i find that i am losing myself
the last time that i really laugh is now a distant memory
i do not want to be out casted
but the prospect of that happening seem to increasE with every passing day

as i grow, i can feel death creeping nearer to me
what is going going to happen after death?
the thought of that fascinate me
will we be transported to another dimension between heaven and hell
and who knows, after i die, i will be reincarnated into a Martian,
maybe a lonely one too

as i grow, i find the colours slipping away
like my days have been bleached
it's weird, they feel like
they have been derived of the usual brightness
and in place of them is the scary dullness


I AM LOSING IT!!!
u got me going crazy...