maybe i am not the only one, but it hurts when nothing is said
the hostility is chilling me out, why don't you ever ask?
i waited for the whole day, for you to conjure up something...
but my hope faded off when the time struck twelve
yet another day of futile wishing was destroyed...

i wonder if you really do know me at all?
and ask if you were ever concerned about my emotions?
why do my friends always make the first move faster than u?
you are supposed to be my first source of help,
and now you are relegated to something which is nothing near?
don't you ever feel ashame of yourself?
you think you are always right erh?

i do not want things to be this way,
but when crying start to become something of a normality to me,
i believe some thing's not right,
it is hard to shed things off like it never happened,
but yet i have to do that all the time...

p.s. there you have it rachel, thank you!!!