it is beyond my control, beyond my choice...
i have got no idea how i got myself into this heap of mess
it's just utterly messy!!! GAa-AAAh!!!

my emotions spinning out of my grasp (sorry to ppl who have put up with my moodiness)
and i have got no idea how to cover the wound deep within me
every time i laugh, somewhere within me seem reluctant
every time i try to put on a brave front, it hurts alot inside...

every night, i lie awake and pray
i hope someone will discover my turbulence
lend me that helping hand
to wipe off my endless tears
and tell me every thing's alright

And sometimes all i ask for
is just a little encouragement...

the tears are welling up deep inside,
the wound is tearing inside out

P.S thanks buddies... specially to u, yuehua (for the potion) and jacq (for your presence)!! LOLx