i hate to
FaLL!! i hate to
FaIL!!
why have all the words that lead to my suffering always start with a f***ing "F"
i have
fallen again...
a fall always causes bruises after a loud "thud"...it is what happen after the loud thud that determine what u are...
it is how u recover that show people what u are made off...
it is where u fall on that effect the outcome....
i am afraid of falling down...
that feeling, that chill, that emptiness always leave me scarred
a scar that is etched onto me which results in a phobia
an irremovable fear of dread and horror
i am embroiled in a state of metamorphosis
a state that is changing me, perhaps for good
it is driving me on the brink of insanity....
am i still what i am?